Showing posts from January, 2015

A New Year to Make Memories

On the last day of 2014 many people plan to stay up late, party, or kiss at midnight. For the past 7 years my plans have been to spend it with my kids. We don't stay up late or party. It's just another night for us. We ate supper and watched a movie together. I love starting new years though. It's like a freshness, but in reality, it's just another day. This is my last picture of 2014.

If I had to pick a new year's resolution, it would be to spend more time with my children. I get so busy with working, cleaning, shopping, cooking, doing laundry, and wanting things just a certain way that I sometimes neglect those one on one moments I could be having with children. Moments I will never get back. I will strive to take these moments and make them what I want them to be. I want my children to remember me being involved with them, even in the simplest of things. I know they remember me cooking, cleaning, and working, because they ask me why I do it all of the time. At …

The 4th Pregnancy

Discovering the Pregnancy:
I realized I was a week late, but I did not think I was pregnant because I had zero pregnancy symptoms. I took a test on August 28th (daddy's birthday) and the test line was barely there. I thought maybe it was a false positive and planned to take another test as soon as possible. I took one the following Saturday and it was clearly positive. I was very nervous to tell Logan. He had stated that he felt he was done having children. I wrote him a letter because I was too nervous to say the words. I handed him the letter and went to take the garbage out. Regardless of how he would respond I was very happy. I wanted one more child. I always wanted four. I wanted two boys and two girls. When I came back in, he stated "I knew." I'm still not sure how he knew, but he wasn't upset at all, which kind of surprised me. He was happy and said so. He said there was no reason to be upset. He later told me he was excited to be expanding our family yet …

Christmas Eve & Christmas Day 2014